Wrapped around my fingers

Uhuh. Speak my mind

Lately, i crave for the excitement in life which i longed for a very long time. Things are so routined and what i need now is to get involved in some crazy ass activities that can keep me laughing for a long time. At least cmon i need to do things like these to feel alive and sane just like before. That few minutes for that that bungee thingy at clarke quay was worth it. Scream and feel like i can overcome something i feared in a very long time. Height come speed.

When was the last time was i on a roller coaster ride? A decade ago sadly : ( 

Recently, i’m starting to get a little intimidated with myself. My bold personality, My alter ego and the emotional side of me. I pray every now and then to not think too much and see the worst in a person. I guess this type of thinking affected me and i think too much. Simplicity is very much preffered. Why i choose to think this way is because i’m just bringing out my cautious side. However, it does not bring me any benefit and nothing changes.

Maybe it’s time for to start accepting things around me and stop being in denial. Get a reality check and life goes on! : S

Because you mattered and it will never be enough. You are simply beyond amazing. I love you.

Coughing peanut

On random days, especially rainy days. I’ll wait or hope for a text from you. Because i miss you all the time and i miss you even if i’m talking to you. How is that possible? Because now i can just say that you’re “everything” to me. Without you, it feels as though a part of me just died. The most powerful thing you can do, is to break me or make the happiest girl in the planet.

Sometimes, i feel like a loser loving you too much. To the extent i love you more than myself. I looked at your pictures when i’m online. yeah whatever really. I still feel like a loser.

Seems like you’re the only person i find the hardest to hate. The reason why i’m able to wake up in the morning to school. You will be one of the 1st people to greet me to welcome me to a new day <3

One day, you’ll put that ring on my finger.